well i'm still riding the wonderful con high i got from youmacon, its prolly what has kept me going through my insane schedule of class, convention prep (for kollisioncon comming up this weekend) concerts, lessons and all that jazz. i'm just beginning to get nervous about kollisioncon, i mean yea im going wiht some of my best friends in the world! but thres still that tinge of nerve, i mean acen i dont even really thikn i was mentally all there at it, its caz of all the f'n drama i suffered leading up to it, i'm afraid of it resurfacing, but i'm also realizing i'm looking at cons diffrently after youma, they're fun, and i realize that the dra